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Good Company.
March.8.2010 | Comments (2)
Feeling: Overwhelmed.
Listening to: (Legaci’s Cover) Endlessly by B4-4 [listen]
What’s up?: Homework.
Hey my lovely people.
Just stopping by to see what’s good? Damn it hasn’t been that long has it? Well, it’s only been shy of a week. Well, yesterday (the 7th) was me & jon’s monthiversary. Yes, we celebrate more of a “monthly” thing versus a year. We keep it fresh like that. haha. JK. It’s all good though. Many people celebrate their love in many different ways if you ask me! We’re just lame like that. But to be honest we have all been sick for the past few days. So, i’ve been finding myself sleeping more and more and not getting NOTHING done! Today though, I did get hubbies work clothes cleaned and trash out the door (mondays are our garbage days) so prep on an early thing is good oh and dinner made. Look at me talkin like a motherly-housewife. Cheee.
I’ve been slacking a lot on homework. So, I will have to find out a way to stay away from my computer dammit because I just haven’t been working on my work much. Needs to be done and quick. I’ve had my books for more than a week and I haven’t touched much of it. I try to bring it out with us when we go out just in case we have moments where we’re waiting in the car or something – I’ll find myself to just study a little bit. But, since I’ve been sick it just hasn’t happened. Guys, Accounting is friggin hard shit. Especially when I haven’t touched school in 7 years. Damn! Math? What’s that?! Lmao. I’m stressed.
Anyways, HERE’s my inspiration. I need to get things done and seriously. I don’t know if it’s just me but I notice with age – I tend to have to write down things as it comes. Like, I have like TO-DO lists of the day and it’s stuff like doing laundry, taking out the trash (or at least the preparation of it), homework, etc… Damn! I’m gettin old. Do you make TO-DO lists? I’m just losing my bananas and quick too! Hello?
haha. So, anyways we had a bbq yesterday night which was really good. We had a good time with family and few friends. It was my cousin-in-law’s 23rd birthday so he had a cookout at his brothers house. It was so funny because we had a really DRUNK bartender. Her drinks was okay.. we tried Mai-tai mix with Coconut Rum
It was … okay! Not my preference but it was alright. I like my Coconut rum with Passion/Orange/Guava. Okay! I’m not an alcoholic it’s just I love my liquor when it’s available and the time is right. I don’t drink much but when I do I like my flavors. lol. It loosens you up!
Well, I shall get back to studying. I’m already procrastinating even more! <3
Video Share : Legaci & Jennifer Chung 's cover - Journey "Don't Stop Believing"
Hacked & Girls Day!
March.3.2010 | Comments (5)
Feelings: content.
Watching: Inside Edition.
Special Note: Happy Girls day!!!

Hey everyone!
Well, here I am blogging again! I know it’s been awhile. Not much has happened since then. That’s the only reason why I haven’t blogged. Would you rather have a boring post? haha. JK. Anyways, I’m here to announce what happened to me today. So, early in the wee hour of the morning my hubbies phone went off (email alert) and I went to check it out because I got tired of hearing his phones ringtone I know that it would’ve taken more than 3 minutes for the damn song to play and remind you his settings is really really loud. So, I went to turn it off. But when I checked it it was from “MY” main gmail account. So, I was kinda like hmm okay. Whatever. The email was about me being in London, UK and that I was held down at gun point they took my money, credit cards, phone, etc… So I was alittle like whaaaa? So, I let it go and I went to bed.
Until I went I started to get text messages from my cousins, emails from my aunty, bbm (blackberry messangers) from a very good friend – they were all concerned about whats been happening with that email and blah blah blah and I was getting tired of hearing it but loved getting messages from all my concerned friends and family. So, basically I was already disturbed by the entire thing – I changed it all. My main email address was my main source I mean everyone knew that email and that was the easiest to remember. So, what I did was just get rid of that email and start a new. When I tried to sign into facebook at the same time it didn’t work. It said that my email (that I normally signed in with) wasn’t in their files. SO I knew then something was really wrong. With my Gmail account when I tried to get my password changed you know how when you go request they tell you… “We have sent your confirmation to so-and-so email address” I knew that wasn’t mines because it said they were sending it to *********@y****.**.uk. DUDES I don’t live in UK. So, I contacted Gmail and asked them to redo my account, period.
I did get my email account back. But, I am not in the process of deleting everything I have there! I have already started a new. I’m now @hotmail.com and my Facebook account has changed as well. So those of you who would like to add me – request me! hehe. Ask me here and I’ll send you a link or something. Mkay?
What have I been up to? Well my studies have been on pause until my new materials come in which should be somedays soon. It takes 3 or 4 days to get to me. Then, yeah – for those of you who have been watching/following me – I know some of you have read my mini update. The entire Pacific Ocean was rocked by that Earthquake in Chile. On Friday night, we (the State of Hawaii) was under Tsunami Advisory until they could confirm otherwise. Well, shortly after, we were upgraded to a Tsunami Warning. It was so scary. At 2:30am me and my friends/classmates were chatting on Facebook. And, I was getting all stressed and everything. I packed everything from an emergency bag, all my important papers collected, and all that good important stuff. I was awake all night long watching the news and trying to catch up with all the updates. Then, when the sirens ran at 6am I was pissed because 1) I didn’t hear it and 2) my hubbie didn’t wanna wake up… so I felt alone! But everything happened and it was all good. The news said it would’ve hit Hawaii waters at 11:05am but I was watching the news and it slowly happened but nothing big. So they cancelled the warning after a few hours of watching the progress.
So, even though mother nature isn’t predictable it was pretty intense and scary. So thank you for the warm comments and concerns. You don’t know how bad it really is until it happens lemme tell you. Omg, here’s a random thought: my daughter is “washing me” with her magnetic letters. Imagine someone rubbing you with those plastic letters with the mini magnets as if its a wash cloth or something. Ouch. But I love moments like these. hahaha.
I’m on a mini break from school until my materials come in. So! Until then, i’ll be cruisin online! In online terms, “surfing” the net. lol. Alrighty folks. Have a good day.
I Miss You Already.
February.25.2010 | Comments (7)
Feeling: Content.
Watching: The Secret Life of the American Teenager.
Plugging: The Visitor [ official site ]
Yey!! New layout once again. It’s lame but Vday was over (=
Now I don’t know how much of you DO watch world news or even NEWS in general. Well, Hawaii, is under a tsunami warning. In about 15 minutes our huge sirens will be sounding off which is the first time I’m hearing it during an actual crisis. I know that they sound it every month for testing but this is the first time i’m hearing it. Damn, Chile had a earthquake of 8.8 magnitude. Please God watch over all those people and definitely watch over us. This is incredibly real right now and it’s driving me nuts because I’m scared. This is my REAL first thing… I’ve been up all day long since yesterday. At 8pm yesterday was when we got the warning. But now, it’s nearly 6am, and i’m still awake. I packed up some of our things packed up some goods. Medicines, check. Clothes, check. Charged Phones, check. Toiletries, check. Damn, it’s intense. Diapers & wipes, check. My brains, GONE!
So far so good though. Just gotta be on stand-by. I’ll keep you guys updated!!!
UPdate as of 1248am (Feb28);;
Hey everyone! The tsunami DID happen. It wasn’t as severe as it was expected. But, mother nature took her chance at us. But it wasn’t big. It just was – happening. If that makes sense. But, I believe, no deaths were reported and no injuries and everyone is fine and dandy. It’s just crazy that this tsunami scare – was what brought us EVEN closer together. Hawaii is a family, everyone is close. And over a crisis like today it definitely brought us closer. Anyways, I didn’t sleep from the night before – so to be honest I spent all day. From 11am to 11pm. I was exhausted. Thanks to my hubbie for watching our baby because maaaan I would’ve been a grouch. But tomorrow is another day. So, we’re all okay eveyone. Thanks for your conerns.

Yesterday I got really disturbing news. Sad, it made me CRY
I hate crying but sometimes it’s a good feeling. But, yesterday for me, it wasn’t. On Monday, Feb. 22nd – My mom & my stepdad decided to put our family dog of 11/12 years to sleep. Not on purpose, he was ill. He didn’t want to eat or drink anything for a couple of days. The Vets even gave him an IV for his fluids but still.. He was ill and wasn’t recovering. My mom said the vet nurse was telling them “maybe he wants to go but he doesn’t know how. he’s asking you for help” *heart breaking*. All my life I always wondered what our lives would be like without the dog and of course nobody could figure out HOW or even so IMAGINE because he became a VERY BIG part of our day-to-day lives. And, even so with me moving away I looked forward to seeing him everytime I went home to visit. This coming Christmas will be ONE lonely one without him. Anyways, so my sis-in-law catches me on FB to tell me the news. Now, my mom has a very strong connection with her dog because 1) when they adopted him it was actually because they couldn’t have children so they came to an understanding that maybe a Dog might help the situation only to find out a year later they got pregnant after-all. So it was blessing all around then 2) it was a house dog so the animal living in the house is a much more “personal” or lets say “close for comfort” kind of deal so they were tight. I mean, they use to bring him ALL OVER the creation! Now, when I say ALL OVER – I MEANT ALL OVER!!! When they’d go on mini vacations or something they’d stay at my grandparents house. So, that dog was loved all around. It’s just so sad, he’s gone
You guys don’t understand my pain. I miss you Kaumakani. You don’t know how much I do. I have your pictures around my house all up in my albums and just in my heart. You was a fabulous dog and NO other dog will replace you – I promise. You have my word. Yes you are with your parents now. Give Noe & Sepa our love too and your brothers & sisters too. And know that I will always love you boy. People think how can you love an animal so much – but it’s possible. You’re not only a dog, you’re a human to us too. You’re my brother, my protector, I’ll miss you boy. I remember when you first came home and we picked you up in the small baby kennel because that’s all they had you were huge in it. Rotties aren’t small dogs boy. haha. You were the cutest one. I remember when you went to the vet for the first time you were so happy but scared you didn’t wanna go in the room or on the scale you slid all around their office. haha. OR, when you would sleep with me right at my bed side at night. Boy, you’ll always protect me. I love you SO much. I hope you’re in doggy heaven running around the beach side like you always did with dad. I miss & love you 100%.
But I’ve been busy. Crammed 4 exams within the past 2-3 days. I averaged about 80%-95% Not a 100% yet maybe someday. But, i’m SO damn rusty with school work its just not funny! But, my grades on my exams are good so far right? hehe. Yeah, so I’ve been hyped to just continue jab, jab, jab! I’m almost done with my FIRST course which is my “INTRO to BUSINESS”. Sigh. Speaking of School, on Monday my better half (Jon) applied for school and he has paid partial of his dues already. So, he’s a COLLEGE STUDENT TOO! Kinda close to impossible I thought because if I went to school AND him PLUS us having a child and him working full time – WOW. But, we’ll see how all plays out. I mean, while we’re home and he’s at work I could be studying then when he’s home and all then he can study. So, we’ll see. I’m excited guys. I think 2010 might just be a good year.
Hmm. What else – I’m doing another invitation again. Boo! For those of you who know about my previous encounter with an old friend. Well, yeah – it’s a different person. She’s actually my besties friend so we’ll see. But a lot of her clients so far isn’t the type to bitch. But they’ll tell me what they want so it’s a lot easier. My friend actually enjoyed it when it came out printed and in person though so that’s a plus. Plus, I might’ve posted a status comment on FB about her RUDENESS and she said she couldn’t sleep the entire night. Shame shame. It’s okay! I apologized. hehe.
But nothing else has been going on besides the current events I just posted. I’ve been trying to watch the movie The Visitor. But I just can’t sit still with studying, penpalling, Tatyana, Jon – *sigh.
Oh i’ve also been trying to get some exercising in. I mean, I’ve done 30 minutes on the WII Fit (OMG I hurt the next day – but it’s to be expected and I’ve been warned). And sometimes I go biking with my best friend. Which is always cool. I’m so behind on my penpalling mail it’s not funny and I hate being behind because you know someone out there is waiting for your response
it’s cool they’ll understand. SCHOOL & LIFE is a good explanation. I’ve got 7 letters not counting today if I have any in the mail. hehe. Booooooooo. hahaha.

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